Dear God,
I missed my dad. I missed having a dad. I missed calling my dad "Abah". I missed having someone worry about me, as sincere as my dad did. I missed being scolded by my dad when I did wrong. I missed having someone checking on me when I'm sick and when I didn't come home after so long. Seriously. I already forgot when was the last time I came home. Home doesn't feel like home anymore ever since you left.
Everything went wrong. Everyone went to separate ways. When you left, you took our souls as well I guess. But then, I'm trying my best not to let Abang, Bangchik, Kakak, and Adik feel left out by me. God, please give me strength. I really need it. Please give me lots of rezeki yang diberkati dan diredhai as well. I promise to take of them, and I want to do it before I die.
I really missed my dad. Al-fatihah for you, Abah.
Love, Angah.