Sad tho

Dear Diary,

       Today I'm at my usual place, Starbucks, trying to finish one or two tasks at least because this week is the sprint ends. But somehow, I lost all the mood I had due to something happened that I didn't see that coming. What happened?

       Earlier this month, Starbucks released a pink planner called Siren Edition. It can be redeemed by purchasing 15 beverages. So today, I completed the task. However, the planner that I want has already out of stock. I.. wanna cry ☹️Because, out of all Starbucks here in Penang, I was expecting that at least here will have few stocks left. However, I'm wrong. And I'm seriously too sad to do any work now. Sound childish ey. But that's happened la.

       I don't know what went wrong with me, but my mental health has been up and down these two weeks. Last week, I cried. I miss having Ned here tho. Previously, when she's still working here at the same office with me, I would go find her and hug her and cried as much as I want. For no specific reason. And then I would go back to my place, continue to do work. Ned being Ned, she won't ask why or what. She'll just let me cry my heart out and will wait till I'm ready to tell her by myself. But now, I cannot do the same anymore. There's no one like her. Centimetre will ask me repeatedly the whats and whys. F and A, I'm not how they will react to that. But none of them are reachable anyway on that day. So, I just go to the ladies and cried.

       I also somehow, open up to F. Regarding the struggle I'm facing with my inner demon. I don't know what triggers that. But now, I'm 50-50 feeling regret and relieve about telling her. LOL me. I also, having a cold ward with the dude who's sitting beside me at the office. I consider him a friend, but now he's an enemy. I ran away from my place and it's been a little bit awkward, meeting him at the pantry and talking to him in slack. But he started first. And I'm not talking to him until he apologizes first.

      Other than that, ermmmmmm 🤔Oh! I didn't join the festival this month. Why eh? Oh! I think because I'm broke? Or I think it's because it's a food festival. I'm not really into that anyway.

      So... I think that's all I want to rant this time. Till next time ^^

Love, H.

p/s: Oh! I've upgraded my IOS and it was so unplanned. ok dats all.

Survived

Dear Diary,

       September has ended, and I survived! Yay me! Okay, this may sound like nothing much but hey, surviving a month with so little money and alone, is so fucking hard I tell you. Try being a 25 years old working gal with no saving (because I've used up all for personal reason) and total RM19 in your current bank account, then you'll understand what I mean.

       Anyway, my entry today is not about my bank account or how I survived last month (dude, because God has my back, obviously) or anything related to last month. No. I just wanna write my thoughts out, about going out alone or in my term I would say "lepak sorang".

       Okay geng, basically lepak sorang ni takde isu pun sebenarnya. Until some people make it like it's a big issue, make it looks pathetic if you're going out alone, shopping or eating all by yourself. But actually, it is not. Okay, first of all, don't take my words as I'm being bias or what. For me, a girl or guy that can do this shows how independence they are. They don't care about people being judgy towards their decisions. They don't mind breaking the stigma about being pathetic or what so ever. This kind of person earns my respect *hats off*.

       To be honest, I'm also a bit like this, doesn't mind lepak sorang, but somehow, my friends will feel pity for me. I'm not sure why tho 🤔. Maybe... maybe I look lonely, but definitely, I don't feel lonely. I feel free. I feel happy. I feel like I'm not a burden or a nuisance to anyone. That's what matters. I have total freedom, all by myself. Based on my experience, if I have to go out with anyone, usually they'll have to wait for me. Well, most of the time, yes. And then, sometimes I do feel a bit rush. Also, I have to think of others, in terms of making decisions and such. I cannot simply say I want to go this and want to eat that and want to see this, without considering their feelings. So yeah, it sucks. Since I'm a freaking picky eater and a very random person, I really hate making plans and such. So, by enjoying my time alone, I'll have all the time in the world, all by myself. Oh! Forget to mention, I hate waiting. Damn, I hate it so much. I'll slowly lose my patience, feel very annoyed and I'll lose the mood already.

       I do have a boyfriend. Yes. You remember L? He's still the man of my life. We do going out sometimes, but yeah LDR is like that one. We only meet up sometimes. That's how I end up on my own most of the time. Friends? I don't do LDR with my friends lol but of course, not every day or every week I'm going out with them la. We meet up some times, or we spend some hours shopping together, going gig or maybe just, going out eat, catching up session and things like that.

       So yeah. You get what I mean huh? To my fellow friends who read this entry, being alone sometimes doesn't mean you're lonely. It means you're brave enough to embrace your freedom and enjoy it to the fullest. If I can do this, tell me why you can't?

Love, H.

Bye Bish

Dear Diary,

       Today I took half-day. I just came back from the airport with Atiq, after sending Ned off to KL. She was in a rush just now. Actually, she thought the boarding time at 03:10 PM. End up that was her departure time. So around 02:00 PM, she took grab to the airport, and Atiq and me just her there. Luckily we managed to catch her before she went inside. Had a small talk and hugs & kisses, then she went in. After that only suddenly I cried. Atiq just hugs me and led together to the car, with me and my teary eyes.

       Bye Ned. It was a sweet 2 years, being with you as a roommate, coffee-mate, tablemate, gossip-mate, wander-mate, and rempit-mate. All the best at the new place. Work hard! So that we could travel harder!

Luv ya, bish!

Health

Hey ya, folks!

It's me again. How are you doing? Today's rant is about health! I mean New Year resolutions and health.

So, I wanna share with you my new year's resolution that I shared among my friends in my portal team. Since they knew, why can't you? rite ~ Only in here, I will explain a lil bit more details coz that day I was still sleepy during sharing session that I refused to explain and talking much. So, here we go ~

1. Personal
• Exercise - at least once in two days (minimum 30mins)
• Money management - always remember to keep track of expenses and not overspend! Try to save at least 3% from allocated duit poket every month.
• Travel - travel more, experience more!
• Mental health - pay more attention to my mental health. Exercise more, get some beauty sleep.
• Less coffee - limit to one cup (<700ml) per day. I'm trying not to blame coffee for my insomnia episodes.
• Lose weight - by eating healthy foods. Try to take fewer junk foods (at least once a month). 
2. Family
• Attention - pay more attention to them. Taking care of their studies and health.
• Travel - let my siblings experience the art of learning new things.
3. Work
• Freelance job - find times to take a freelance job, so can earn more and learn more!
• Balance work-life - go work on time, come back home on time. Eat. Exercise. Sleep. Fully utilize the time.
• Good senior - become fully independent and reliable (junior may come to ask me at any times, and I always have an answer for them).

Ok. So basically, my new year's resolutions are mainly focusing on improving my health. I had hard time to fall into a deep sleep last year. I've even been warned by an app on my phone, and my seniors. Because when I can't sleep, I'll do some work or watching movies or anything. Making me feel exhausted during the morning, and becomes moody for no reason.

Few of my friends also keep tagging me in articles they've been reading, regarding lack of sleep, take too much caffeine, eating unhealthy food, and such. I know they care about me, so why not I try to take care of myself too.

Oh! And I miss my mom too. I hope my relationship with her will be better this year. I'm planning to bring her to travel with me too. Before it's too late.

Anyway, what's your new year's resolution? Whatever it is, I hope you will achieve it. May this new year 2019, brings us more happiness and good health and wealth. Adios!

Harlo, readers *waving like a Queen*...

Guess what? I've been receiving this kind of question lately which is... *drumroll*

" How's life? "

       LOL! Hahaha! I found this interesting, somehow. I mean, yeah man. Life is good. Life is great. Sometimes, life treats me like shit. But y'know what? That's how the universe works.  But seriously, as for me, I think life is great. I'm doing good in my job. I'm getting along very well with my colleagues. I'm getting full support from my family and Luq. Above all... I'm enjoying my life.

       However, to be honest... weeks before today wasn't that great. I was so stressed. I felt useless. I'm too lazy to finish my task, I spent most of my time watching The Flash instead of working. And the worst thing happened was... I delayed my prayers. I'm so at my worst, somehow. First and foremost, I think that's the reason why I became so... empty and stress and useless. Because I delayed my prayers. I neglect my responsibility as a Muslim.

Monday Blues

Assalamualaikum, heyya peeps!

Happy Monday (blues)!

       Actually, I don't know why am I typing this entry instead of working on my codes right now, but one thing fosho.. Monday Blues hit me so hard today. I'm not kidding guys.

       Just now (literally a few minutes ago), I was drawing the flow chart on the wall while figuring out what columns should I create for the new table in the database. BUT somehow, I ended up here. Gosh! My brain really stops functioning for a while and I guess I should let it rest first. So please human.. do not wake my brain up.

       So for now, let's do something that doesn't require a brain. Something like.. gossiping? Hehehe I'm such a girl la gossiping at the workplace.

       Okay. Long story short, I'm not doing well with my high school friends a.k.a my best friend a.k.a my sister-from-a-different-mom at this moment. Our 10 years friendship is going downhill and I seriously don't know what to do. I have no idea on how to prevent it (or to save it? Not really sure which term should I use). I'm not gonna put the whole story here la kan HAHAHA YOU WISH! but I really need some useful-plus-not-so-cheesy-and-typical-drama-like advice on how to *insert the correct term here* this friendship.

       We've been knowing each other for 10 years now but somehow, we never fought like this before. I mean this worst. I've never been this ego with anyone, she also never shows me this side of her so hm.. this is very new to us la. After a few conversations (i mean like the paragraph in MUET), what I found is both of us got so many things to say to each other. Like things (the bitter one, the sarcasm one, the harsh one) yang kitorang dah pendam for so long. Tapi, itulah. Ego beb. We both quite keras kepala actually. Even aku pun, dalam duk tengah typing ni, tak rasa pun nak explain baik-baik kat dia but boleh pula kan aku gossip kat sini. Hm... Why Hann why? Why la u so complicated like this?

       One thing yang aku rasa bila kitorang communicate is "I really can't solve this problem this way. We have to meet somewhere, sit and talk.".. But I never told her that. I don't know..

#Hey if you're reading this, please pretend you don't know me. This is quite embarrassing 😓

Klinik

@ Poliklinik Penawar - Lundang, Kelantan

Member gua, ada masalah kesihatan.
But this ain't about her.
It's about this family that I've met.

There's a married couple...
datang bawak anak perempuan dia yang sakit.
So, nama anak dipanggil.
Dan si wife bawak anak masuk jumpa doc.
And the moment si wife dah hilang dari pandangan,
si husband opened his wallet, kira cash.

Allah. I've seen this before.

I knew that feel :'(

Mimpi

Harini best!

Gua tidur kat library.
Dan bangun tidur terus bertentang mata dengan abang crush.
Mak aii. BELIAU LEPAK MEJA SEBELAH MASA GUA TENGAH TIDUR!
Indahnya perasaan tu weyyy ✌

0420

Insomnia sucks.

Situasi

Jumaat, 13 Ramadhan 1435

Situasi satu: Ikut mama pi pasar.
       "Ni anak dara yang mana ni? Mengaji mana?"

Situasi dua: Di kedai runcit.
       "Ni yang no dua ke? Amboi dah besar panjang. Dah jadi anak dara."

Situasi tiga: Kat rumah.
       "Alhamdulillah. Anak-anak dara mama ni semua boleh diharap."

- walaupun nampak macam takde benda, tapi entah kenapa gua rasa pelik je dengar haa. Ish ish ish. Jangan la ada sesiapa terkenan nak buat menantu ke apa ke tak payah laa. Awal lagi ni. Phewww.

Piala Dunia

"Sebenarnya, kekuatan nak bangun tengah malam demi menoton world cup ni datang dari mana? #TanyaJe" - anonymous

Heh! Deep woi.
Dan sebab benda ni, setiap kali gua terjaga tengah malam demi menonton world cup, gua akan rasa bersalah gila nak bangun.

Masa study week haritu, gua set alarm demi bangun tahajud then nak study. *kononnya*
Tapi hampeh. Subuh baru terjaga. Itu pun bukan sebelum subuh, masa dah pertengahan nak ke akhir subuh dah. Lahaii hati.

Takpe la Han. Bangun demi world cup pun still boleh buat tahajud kan. Keep it up, girl!

Soalan(s)

Q: Ada je orang nak dah bakpe mu hok jual mahal?

*Soalan yang agak-mintak-tapak-sneakers daripada seorang akhi yang baru nak mengenal ana. heh!*

Maka di sini, aku sediakan 7 jawapan untuk hang, bro.

1) Sebab aku tak pandai jaga hati orang. Sesiapa pun. Lelaki ke perempuan ke, sama je. So, kalau nak kawan dengan aku , orang tu kena be bold. Kena alert pun ye jugak sebab aku tak pandai jaga hati orang tapi aku nak orang jaga hati aku . Selfish much. Dan aku judgemental jugak. Sebab aku selalu expect takda orang yang boleh faham perangai aku yang selfish tu. That's why aku taknak terima sesiapa.

2) Sebab i like being alone but i hate feeling lonely. Chu geddit?

3) Sebab aku ada banyak benda yang aku tak suka nak kongsi. BANYAK. Masa lalu aku tak secerah lampu tidur kat bilik ni. Masa sekarang pun tengah kelam kabus tebal lagi. Merangkak jugak la aku nakcari cahaya hatta dari lampu jalan sekalipun.

4) Sebab aku selalu gagal dalam bab memberi komitmen. Bukan maksudnya aku ni selalu curang, TAK. Lagipun, nak curang apa bendanya kalau sesiapa pun aku taknak terima kan. Tapi, aku tak suka terikat. Aku tak suka nak bergantung harap kat seorang tu je. Aku prefer hidup bebas, buat apa yang aku suka tanpa perlu fikir perasaan sesiapa.

5) Sebab aku taknak rasa kecewa. Kan aku dah cakap tadi yang aku ni judgemental, so bagi aku semua orang tak reti setia. Tahu nak berseronok je. Terlalu mainstream. Apa yang orang lain buat, dia pun nak buat. Dan bila orang lain ada pasangan, dia pun nak. Itu yang aku tak suka. Sebab nanti bila fasa tu berlalu, dia pun akan pergi. Demmit. I hate that. aku dah kenyang makan pengalaman kawan-kawan aku . Yang bilamana menangis, datang cari aku .

6) Sebab aku rasa tanggungjawab terhadap parent aku belum terlaksana. Dan selagi belum bertanda kotak 'done', selagi tu aku taknak fikir perihal pasangan untuk diri sendiri lagi.

7) Sebab bila Real Madrid atau Arsenal kalah dengan team yang lelaki tu sokong, aku akan rasa nak pergi tikam lelaki tu walaupun bukan dia yang salah.

-- Mungkin ada banyak lagi. Mungkin aku yang belum discover lagi. aku sendiri tak pasti. Well, kan ada quote yang mengatakan "Girls are fucking complicated.". Haa betul lah tu. aku perempuan dan aku setuju je.

Haru

Bila rindu datang bertamu,
Dia takkan bagi salam dulu,
Dia singgah tanpa kita setuju,
Lalu dia bikin hati kita haru biru.

*tepis dengan tangkas*
Pergi main jauh-jauh syaitonirrojimmm!

Sabar

Dear you,

Gua sangat tidak penyabar. Serious talk.

Don't let me deal with any pesakit sebab gua lagi senang hilang sabar dengan orang sakit.

Maka dengan ini, lu betul ke nak kan perempuan macam gua ni bro?

Kbai

Rindu

Dah lama tak merapu.
Dan gua rindu nak macam tu.
Sebab jiwa tengah galau.
Dan hati tengah kacau.

       Parah bila umur menjejak dua puluh dan diri sendiri mula nak homesick tahap melampau. Fuhh. Homesick ni antara tujuh perkara dalam dunia yang boleh buat gua menangis tahu.

       Tapi sekarang ni gua bukan setakat rindu hometown je, gua rindu adik gua tu. Gua rindu life gua zaman nakal jahiliah dulu, gua rindu kawan-kawan gua yang aci redah tahap gila-gila tu, gua rindu kena denda kena marah kena sekat outing macam kat asrama tu, gua rindu saat semua lari lintang pukang selamatkan phone masing-masing bila tetiba warden naik buat spotcheck, gua rindu saat fly sorang-sorang dan kena caught in action dengan budak baru time jalan kaki nak balik asrama tu, gua rindu junior-junior yang asal weekend je terus tanya gua "Ada plan baik tak?", gua rindu semua tu.

       Rindu ni sekali dia datang, terus hang rasa macam nak terbang. Macam gua rasa sekarang. Fehh. High semacam pulak.

Jalan

Penat tapi puas.

Macam,
ikhlas tapi jauh.

Kawan.

Dia,
tak semestinya orang yang selalu ada dengan hang setiap hari,
tak semestinya orang yang selalu dicari bila hang nak pinjam duit,
tak semestinya orang yang selalu available bila hang ajak keluar shopping,
tak semestinya orang yang selalu setuju bila hang nak makan kat kafe,
tak semestinya orang yang selalu bagi bahu bila hang rasa nak menangis tanpa sebab,
tak semestinya orang yang selalu mendengar bila hang nak cerita pasal crush hang lalu dan senyum kat hang pagi tadi,
tak semestinya.

Tapi,
orang yang selalu sedia (tak kira lah dalam mana-mana situasi kat atas),
semestinya seorang kawan,
sebab tak semua kawan boleh ada dengan hang pada setiap masa.

Janji,
dia selalu dekat di hati,
namanya selalu disebut dalam doa,
dan dia selalu diingati,
itu dah cukup menjanjikan ukhwah sejati sampai mati.

In sha Allah.
May Allah bless you, kawan.

Toilet

Assalamualaikum.

       Mungkin engko tak tahu apa perasaannya bila org cut line engko. Tak kira la kat cafe ke, kat atm machine ke, kat washing machine ke, hatta kat toilet sekalipun lah. Jadi, mari sini gua nak kongsi perasaan dengan jalan penyelesaiannya sekali.

       Dikhaborkan malam nanti akan ada gangguan bekalan air. Maka, petang ni berpusu-pusu lah ladies sekalian nak mandi, nak membasuh baju, nak cuci muka, nak selesaikan hajat, etc etc. Gua pun tak terkecuali daripada tergolong dalam golongan ladies yang berpusu-pusu tersebut. Jadi, tadinya gua tengah cuci muka. Sambil tengah tunggu turn nak masuk mandi. Dah elok gua berdiri depan shower tu, tetiba ada seorang makhluk hawa ni pegi letak toiletries dia depan gua. Lepastu dia blah pegi basuh baju. Aisemen. Memang cantik manis la cik rogayah oii. Yang gua dah terpacak kat situ engko tak nampak ke?!

     Sekejap lepas tu, member gua yang tengah mandi tu keluar. At the same time, makhluk hawa tu datang ke shower. Eheh. Show time! Gua slumber jelah langkah toiletries dia dan terus masuk mandi. Memang gua gelak puaka sorang-sorang lah kat dalam shower tu. Indahnya payback wa cakap lu (Ye. Benda tak baik tu memang indah sangat kan Hani). Kehkehkeh.

       Gua keluar je lepas, elok je beliau hadiahkan jelingan tajam jurus tujuh puluh tiga. Dey lady, elok sikit. Lu tepuk dahi tanya diri sendiri dulu apa salah lu, baru jeling gua. Dan klimaksnye bila beliau masuk shower sambil hentak kaki kuat-kuat! Serius feminin. Kahkahkah. Gua memang suka tengok perempuan hentak-hentak kaki bila marah. Gua yang cepat terpikat.

       Hahahahahahahahahahahaha. Ok gurau je. Salam maghrib dari bumi Terengganu Darul Iman.

Kahwin

 Yo! *brofist*

      Satu semester menyepi, dan gua buat comeback dengan topik ala ala gadis sunti baru dipinang. Kahkahkah. Okay tak lawak. Gua rasa nak kongsi pasal kahwin malam ni. Yelah. Gua dah masuk umur dua puluh kan (sembilan belas tahun dua bulan), blogging pun kena keluar gaya gadis dua puluhan sikit. Iye dokk?

       Tengah khusyuk scroll ig satni, gua ada jumpa satu gambar yang memang buat gua senyum sendiri. Comel. Pasangan pengantin yang sangat bersederhana.

       Lalu gua pun teringat ke seorang hamba Allah ni. Katanya, kalau dia kahwin nanti dia taknak buat majlis bersanding bagai tu. Sebab tu budaya agama Hindu yang menjadi adat orang Melayu. Har har har. Melayu dan adat. Gua pun tak faham sebenarnya, kenapa orang Melayu ni mementingkan adat sangat sangat sangat. Tu belum lagi campur kepercayaan tahyul, karut marut, dan semua yang macam itu lah.

       Tokma gua pun tak terkecuali. Nasib baik Mama tu urban sikit, dan Tokwan pulak hipster sikit. Heh! Kalau semua ikut je Tokma, fehh. Pilu! Confirm gua sekali turut dipaksa menjebakkan diri. Ikutkan tokma, bersanding, berinai, mandi hape tah nak naik seri tu haa semua kena buat. Kalau ikut dia lah.

       Bila tanya ke Ma, rilek je Ma cakap. "Hangpa yang nak kawin, buat ikut citarasa hangpa lah. Mama tak kisah.". Pehh mama gua. One in a million bak kata Ne-Yo. Bila gua tanya Tokwan pulak, beliau jawab "Hai kakngah, baru nak masuk semester dua dah ada orang risik ka?". Gulp. Dan gua terus mematikan harapan dan impian nak dengar jawapan dari Tokwan.

       Kembali ke hamba Allah tadi, gua tanya beliau takkan taknak bersanding kan? Kahwin ni sekali seumur hidup (unless you nak kahwin lagi nanti itu tou punya suka lah). Dan jawabnya, dia taknak tayang isterinya macamtu je. Yelah. Dah jadik isteri dia, buatpa orang lain nak tengok (Haha. Lebih kurang macamtu la maknanya dah nak buat macamana gua ni memang failed nak hafal seketul seketul patah perkataan dia). Dan bila gua fikir balik, logik tu brader. Nampak la you sayang wife you nanti.

       Gua setuju dengan penolakan untuk majlis bersanding tu. Tapi kalau dengar alasan gua memang kontra habisan lah dengan beliau tu. Sebab spesis macam gua ni, gua tak suka crowded tahu. Memang rimas. Tambah pulak bila engko nak kena duduk kat tempat yang memang akan menjadi tumpuan mata para tetamu, mata lensa dan tidak terkecuali juga mata mata keranjang. Pehh! Rasa macam tudung hang senget lah, baju hang kena air sirap lah, eyeliner hang dah comot lah, semua lah.

       Kalau gua tak terikat dengan orang tua tua ni, nak je gua tukar pakai long sleeve dengan track dengan sneakers lepas selesai upacara pembatalan air sembahyang. Tetamu datang makan terus balik. Gua pulak boleh ajak encik pengantin lelaki duduk belakang rumah basuh kawah sama-sama dengan gua. Kan bermakna tu. Har har har (again).

       Angan angan ni memang indah, dan kebarangkalian untuk terlaksana tu amat lah rendah. Memang kena kejar parang la kalau gua buat perangai macamtu. Tokma bakar habis sneakers gua kang. Haih! Ngeri.

One Of A Kind

*keepplaying kimia - Melda Ahmad

       Bismillahirrahmanirrahim . Assalamualaikum *fliphair* . Rajin tak aku membuang masa? Yela . Malam kelmarin dah post se-entry, malam ni post lagi . Blog masing², suka hati lah . Hihi . Jangan contohi Kak Hani ye adik comel² sekalian . Tak berfaedah berblogging ni kalau sekadar nak mumbling sesaje macam saya . Okay? Good² *usap kepala sikit*

       Alhamdulillah . Habis sudah malam yang membuatkan kepala macam kena gilis dengan steamroller akibat dibebani dengan rasa bersalah . Selesai jugak hari ke tiga puluh enam Hani sebagai babysitter dan cikgu tadika yang sememangnya gila punya mencabar kesabaran tahap seratus degree celcius (ok. hyperbola je) . Tapi an, bayangkan eh, umur aku sembilan belas (lapan belas tahun tujuh bulan sebenarnya) dan aku kena jaga lapan orang budak comel dari umur lapan bulan yang paling muda sampai empat tahun yang agak tua (compare to yang lain la) . Ok. Boleh bayangkan? Yela . Kalau anak sendiri pun, tak mungkin sampai 8 orang dalam satu masa kan . Ha . Nampak tak lagi apa yang aku nak sampaikan ni? Kalau dok kelam jugak lagi, tutup jelah entry ni . Kbai . Eheh :P

       Ha . Memang penat . Tapi, penat yang membahagiakan . Bila jaga budak, layan budak², rasa macam terkeluar dari dunia nyata sebentar tanpa perlu log in ke dunia maya . Boleh lupa MASALAH pun ye jugak . Bila dah pukul dua belas, time tu dah siap bancuhkan susu, dah sudah suapkan makan, tunggu budak² tu nak sleep je la . Best :) Budak² kalau sleep plus botol susu still kat mulut lagi, ugghhh ! Memang comel tahap dewa uh :D Comel sangat !!! Nanti aku upload gambar budak² tu ok .

p/s : title takda kaitan dengan entry . nite²