Friday, March 22, 2019

Five Feet Apart

by
Rachael Lippincott

“I'm tired of living without really living.” - Stella

Stella, a bright and optimistic seventeen-year-old, who has been dealing with cystic fibrosis (CF) since childhood. Her life is full of routines, medications, boundaries, and self-control. She even organizing her pills into perfect color-coded rows. Basically, her sickness turns her into that.
She decorates every inch of her room, turned her corner of the hospital into something of a second home since she basically spends most of her time in the hospital. 
She also designed an app to put together detailed to-do lists for each day, and live streaming her treatment sessions every single day.

“Everyone in this world is breathing borrowed air.” - Will

She makes friend with maternal head nurse -- Barb because she always went there to see the babies, from the outside. She also has a gay best friend named Poe, who's also, a fellow longtime patient.

One day, there's this impossibly charming new kid came in -- Will.
He is sarcastic, yet smolderingly handsome. He has the same illness with Stella and Poe, which answers why he's in the same hospital with them.
He's been selected to undergo an experimental clinical trial. However, his vaguely rebellious attitude towards the treatment is kinda a test for a hyper-disciplined Stella.

“I’m not going far. I’ll always be here. Just an inch away. I promise.” 

Will's attitude was the reasons why Stella staying away at first, but eventually, that's what makes them closer as they grow warm to one another through a hurried on-again-off-again courtship, striking quid-pro-quo deals, FaceTiming each other well into the night, and inevitably hitting speed bumps as they brush up against each another’s secrets and traumas.

Their illness putting a restriction for them that they have to maintain a safe distance between them, and that's kinda impossible for Stella and Will, as their connection has intensified after those flirtations. 

“I’m tired of wanting things. We can’t have a lot of things.
But we could have this.”

Then there comes the "six-foot rule", a safe distance that needs to be kept between people with CF to avoid cross-infection. This is a particular concern when it comes to Will, who is infected with dangerous bacteria, and vastly increasing the risk to Stella should she get too close to him.

So, not only they can't kiss, they can't even hold hands.

“If I’m going to die, I’d like to actually live first. And then I’ll die.” 

The cute part is, they use a pool cue to 'hold hands', yet keeping their safe distance at the same time.

It's so cruel when the only way to stay alive is to stay apart, at least for them.
 And if you're wondering why the title is "Five Feet Apart" when the rules call for six, you gotta watch this film by yourself, or read the book. I can't help until that.

“If this year has taught me anything, it's that grief can destroy a person.” 

P/S: I watched this movie with L, at KLCC. It was a tough decision when we had to choose either to watch this movie or to go to the Petrosains, which ended up we chose the movie. No regret at all ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Sunday, January 27, 2019

New Year, New Me

Heya folks! 🤘🏻

I have a few good news to share with yalls here. But first, how’s your new year resolutions so far? Able to keep it? Manage to do some? Hey, chill. However it is, I hope you’re happy with your current life. And don’t worry, if you can’t achieve it today, try again tomorrow :) You don’t really have to wait for the new year to come only you can become new you, ya know?

Anyway, so far.. I’ve been doing good in trying to be healthy. Every day during weekdays, I try to go to the gym and run on the treadmill for at least 30 minutes per day. If I really busy or got a meeting only I skip. But so far, it’s quite addictive I may say. LOL

And I’m still trying my best to keep my sleeping schedule as normal as possible. Insomnia sucks!

Actually, I just came back from my boss’s house. We have some kind of meeting for our small project, with my other boss, which I may say sooo exciting! I can’t wait to launch this little project! It’s like our freelance project, and it’s so cool. Till I didn’t realize we’ve been discussing and drafting things from 3pm until 12am. So... cool! I get to learn a new framework called Laravel, which is cooler!

Can you see how excited I am??? HAHAHA

Also, recently I bought a mini set of acrylic colors, and I painted my tote bag. It was a little part only, but I really feel proud AF! I think I just developed a new hobby ^^

And not to forget to mention that I was in charge of organizing our annual dinner this year, and it was lit AF! Go to Instagram and search #AD2019. And... oh! I spent LOTS on shopping this month! Holycrab I’m too broke already. Slap me some sense if we meet yeah?

Till then, adios! 👋🏻

Saturday, January 05, 2019

Health

Hey ya, folks!

It's me again. How are you doing? Today's rant is about health! I mean New Year resolutions and health.

So, I wanna share with you my new year's resolution that I shared among my friends in my portal team. Since they knew, why can't you? rite ~ Only in here, I will explain a lil bit more details coz that day I was still sleepy during sharing session that I refused to explain and talking much. So, here we go ~

  1. Personal
    • Exercise - at least once in two days (minimum 30mins)
    • Money management - always remember to keep track of expenses and not overspend! Try to save at least 3% from allocated duit poket every month.
    • Travel - travel more, experience more!
    • Mental health - pay more attention to my mental health. Exercise more, get some beauty sleep.
    • Less coffee - limit to one cup (<700ml) per day. I'm trying not to blame coffee for my insomnia episodes.
    • Lose weight - by eating healthy foods. Try to take fewer junk foods (at least once a month). 
  2. Family
    • Attention - pay more attention to them. Taking care of their studies and health.
    • Travel - let my siblings experience the art of learning new things.
  3. Work
    • Freelance job - find times to take a freelance job, so can earn more and learn more!
    • Balance work-life - go work on time, come back home on time. Eat. Exercise. Sleep. Fully utilize the time.
    • Good senior - become fully independent and reliable (junior may come to ask me at any times, and I always have an answer for them).

Ok. So basically, my new year's resolutions are mainly focusing on improving my health. I had hard time to fall into a deep sleep last year. I've even been warned by an app on my phone, and my seniors. Because when I can't sleep, I'll do some work or watching movies or anything. Making me feel exhausted during the morning, and becomes moody for no reason.

Few of my friends also keep tagging me in articles they've been reading, regarding lack of sleep, take too much caffeine, eating unhealthy food, and such. I know they care about me, so why not I try to take care of myself too.

Oh! And I miss my mom too. I hope my relationship with her will be better this year. I'm planning to bring her to travel with me too. Before it's too late.

Anyway, what's your new year's resolution? Whatever it is, I hope you will achieve it. May this new year 2019, brings us more happiness and good health and wealth. Adios!