Happy Monday (blues)!
Actually, I don't know why am I typing this entry instead of working on my codes right now, but one thing fosho.. Monday Blues hit me so hard today. I'm not kidding guys.
Just now (literally a few minutes ago), I was drawing the flow chart on the wall while figuring out what columns should I create for the new table in the database. BUT somehow, I ended up here. Gosh! My brain really stops functioning for a while and I guess I should let it rest first. So please human.. do not wake my brain up.
So for now, let's do something that doesn't require a brain. Something like.. gossiping? Hehehe I'm such a girl la gossiping at the workplace.
Okay. Long story short, I'm not doing well with my high school friends a.k.a my best friend a.k.a my sister-from-a-different-mom at this moment. Our 10 years friendship is going downhill and I seriously don't know what to do. I have no idea on how to prevent it (or to save it? Not really sure which term should I use). I'm not gonna put the whole story here la kan HAHAHA YOU WISH! but I really need some useful-plus-not-so-cheesy-and-typical-drama-like advice on how to *insert the correct term here* this friendship.
We've been knowing each other for 10 years now but somehow, we never fought like this before. I mean this worst. I've never been this ego with anyone, she also never shows me this side of her so hm.. this is very new to us la. After a few conversations (i mean like the paragraph in MUET), what I found is both of us got so many things to say to each other. Like things (the bitter one, the sarcasm one, the harsh one) yang kitorang dah pendam for so long. Tapi, itulah. Ego beb. We both quite keras kepala actually. Even aku pun, dalam duk tengah typing ni, tak rasa pun nak explain baik-baik kat dia but boleh pula kan aku gossip kat sini. Hm... Why Hann why? Why la u so complicated like this?
One thing yang aku rasa bila kitorang communicate is "I really can't solve this problem this way. We have to meet somewhere, sit and talk.".. But I never told her that. I don't know..
#Hey if you're reading this, please pretend you don't know me. This is quite embarrassing 😓